Fucking sian.
Woke up today feeling a lil off already.
And the only thing that keeps me a lil cheered up is looking forward to a lovely Sunday with you.
Whatever.
I think i rather lock myself in my room than to do any fucking thing.

And my damn stomach is aching like fuck.
Why not just let me die of it?
I don't fucking care.

If there's only silence, i rather not see you at all.
Whatever whatever whatever.

My nose no longer hurt after going to the doc for antibiotics.
But my head hurt still.
=(

Exams are coming.
OMG.
Stress level x 2.

Now I'm craving for delicious slice of fruit cake.
haha.

Yummy dessert. Damn freaking yummy that I'm craving for more!

Anyway, today a really full-of-food day.
That's what happens when the both of us love good food.

We had Niwa Sushi for a late lunch, then took a bus down to Golden Mile for steamboat.

Like sooooooooooooooo delicious steamboat.
Nice soup.
Tender beef (because i cooked them. haha).
Delicious chicken rice's rice.
Other stuff like squid, prawns, fish, etc.
It has been so long since i last went there, and finally, I went there today!

Walked to Bugis, then to Plaza Singapura, and then Cineleisure, finally Scape.

Had that yummy dessert at Plaza Singapura's Basement 2.
The one with a branch at Bugis, near OG.
But i think that the desserts at PS branch taste way nicer than the one at Bugis.

Walked to Cineleisure after dessert in search of something.
And we found it. <3

Walked to Scape, which is like besides Cine only.
It just happen that today's their launch and there's live performances going on, and I'm so attracted to them.
Anyway, there's this bar or something where you can drink and play table tennis.
The concept is new and great, but i find it kinda lame.
Like who the hell will wanna play table tennis over a pint of beer?
Definitely not me.
So so funny.

Well, on the whole, today's a tiring day.
Walked damn hell lot that my legs could have been broken. But I am enjoying every moment cuz it's plain lovely.
And it kinda acted as a good breakaway from the taxing work that I am doing right now.

Thanks, for being there.

My nose is hurting like shit.
=(

So freaking stressed up.

I felt so sick yesterday night, or should i say, today morning at 3am,
that i puked twice, cried like shit cuz i feel so lonely, and camped in the toilet for quite some time just in case i puke again.

Nice Friday night.

I'm so tired.
Seriously.
Pushing my limit.
Super low threshold after pulling through the breakdown.
And now, I'm pushing hard.

I've ran away from so many things ever since that.
Or maybe i should say, that i resort to running away from stuff ever since that period of down.
Soon enough, I'll have to face them all straight in my face.
And I am not ready for it.

Strong urge to run away again.
But i know i shouldn't.
Shouldn't shouldn't shouldn't.
But i am tempted.

ah fuck.

And that feeling is back.
What the hell should i do.

f. f. f.

Why are you back?
I don't love you. I don't love you at all.
So why are you back?
Why do you have to return every now and then to haunt me?
My life is problematic enough without you.
Why must you add on to it?

Stupid headache. I hate you.

hah.

Freaking busy with assignments and work.
As in, not really work kind of work but still, it's work.
You get me, don't you?

Haha.
Damn freaking short post.
Till i complete my assignments!!

And and, smelly tofu smells like shit, literally.

Seriously don't understand the crave over that SNSD thingy.
They're not even hot or attractive, just look like your average clubbing girl who tried a lil harder in the act-chio department.
Guys nowadays. Tsk~
Can't they go for quality? Eg, talent? tsk tsk tsk.

And the CHC issue. wow.
I'm so looking forward to see what's up next.
It's like, things just deviate from goodwill when large sum of money is involved.
Greed.
Jealousy..

And and, the news of the girl who hanged herself outside her boyfriend's or ex's place.
She's only like 18?
I read the news article and god, her dad must be damn damn damn damn devastated.
Feel so sad for him.
Kids nowadays.

Someone tell me, what has the world become?